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  “I left them on the floor in the strip club.”

  Tobias put his hands around her waist and helped to lift her up onto the car. “You are such a dirty girl.”

  “But you like it.” Eliza pulled Tobias towards her.

  When her lips met his, Tobias held her close against him. He loved the taste and feel of Eliza against his body. Some women just fit better than others. He kissed her thinking about how she would like Denver and the stuff they could do there. Tobias lifted his head and looked at Eliza.

  “What?”

  Taking Eliza back home? The idea was crazy. She was on holiday for a specific reason. He had gone to Resort City for sex and had found it. Neither was there looking for commitment. Eliza would go home and each of them would have a great memory . Then why can’t I stop seeing Eliza in my house in Denver?

  “Are you okay?” She looked concerned.

  “Of course.” Tobias pushed her back on the hood and flicked up her skirt. He stepped back slightly and searched for a condom. Once on, he moved in close and smiled down at her. She looked beautiful with the moon shining on her hair and her arms reaching out for him. “Incoming, baby.”

  “Fuck me hard, Tobias.”

  As he plunged once more into her body, Tobias grunted with satisfaction. This was where he wanted to be. With Eliza and inside Eliza. She is my woman. 3ow how the hell am I going to keep her here?

  Chapter Five

  When they returned to the hotel, Tobias excused himself and left Eliza alone to think. She didn’t regret anything that had happened. It was what she wanted. She wanted sex. She wanted to be out of control. Tobias had understood and given her that. Tobias. How am I going to leave him behind? While it wasn’t love–it was too soon to contemplate that—there was a definite connection there. Maybe some would call it purely the lust of fuck buddies but it was something more that just flesh and humping. There was a feeling of meant to be about all of this. That she walked into that hotel at an obscure seaside town in the US and saw him was like kismet. That he was a man who not only gave but took therefore fulfilling her fantasies without questioning her motives was like a gift. She had been worried how to approach a man and articulate her desires. That Tobias came to her and saw nothing odd in her need was fate.

  He had told her he was from Denver. That was like saying the moon in relation to Australia.

  While the distance was not insurmountable, it wasn’t convenient either so there was no point getting too attached.

  “Not like I’m falling in love or anything.” Eliza stopped and thought about that. 3ah. Lust was not love was it? It was a raw, at times incoherent need that gripped you. Love was more a growing understanding of wanting to give another pleasure and happiness. Eliza thought about that for a moment. We have given enough pleasure. I feel happy. Hmm…

  Tobias came back to her room letting himself in with her key. “Are you okay?”

  “Of course.” Other than the fact I have this sudden attachment to you that I’m not sure how I’m going to deal with when I have to go home. It was all terribly unsophisticated. Eliza was sure the correct etiquette was to fuck, shake hands and move on. She didn’t doubt that was what Tobias planned to do. Hell, he’d travelled to this Resort City for the promise of sex with a blonde.

  I know where his head is. To him this is lust. 3othing more. Get a grip, Eliza. Fuck buddies don’t have happy endings.

  “You look a little concerned about something.”

  “Probably just jet lag or something.” Eliza smiled at him, her eyes memorizing the liquid darkeness of his. The most important thing about all of this was an excellent memory to take home with her. Just keep remembering that, woman.

  “Well, if you’re feeling up to it, we’re going to the beach.” Eliza had seen the beach Resort City had to offer out the

  window of her room. It was no Gold Coast.

  “Are we?” She would have preferred to stay naked and have sex with Tobias in the room.

  “Yeah. Trust me. You’ll enjoy it.”

  * * * * *

  “A nudist beach? I never saw this in the brochure.” Eliza watched a parade of asses, boobs, and genitals pass by where they had dropped their towels on a fine, white sandy stretch of beach. It was a privately owned strip of land that only the naked could enjoy–so the sign out front said. “Be naked, be yourself and enjoy.” That was hard for Elizabeth to do as naked bodies wandered by.

  Good grief some people were scary when naked. Despite what some may espouse, the naked body was not a beautiful thing. In some cases it was quite horrifying.

  “Strip.” Tobias started removing his clothes.

  “I don’t know…” But then I look so much better than some of these people and I have been naked a lot over the past day.

  “Baby, you do naked so well.”

  “Really?” Eliza’s eyes locked on the now very naked Tobias. He took her breath away. Lean and muscular with a killer smile. Damn, how am I going to leave him behind?

  “I don’t know.” Naked with Tobias was one thing. Naked in a dimly lit strip club was doable.

  But out in the blinding daylight? “People will be watching.”

  “Hush.” Once more his finger went to her lips. “You’ll enjoy this.”

  Against her better judgment and under playful cajoling from Tobias, Eliza stripped off her clothes and took Tobias’ hand. It was weird strolling along a beach buck naked. While being nude with Tobias was fun, she did wonder what other people were thinking. Was it thoughts of freedom? Adventure? Being naughty? Or in the case of the man playing with his dick as he walked along, just there to jack off?

  On the whole, most people didn’t look at their fellow nudists. Except Eliza. She couldn’t help but look. She found it hard at times not to stare at some of the bodies on display. Some were gorgeous. Others made he feel so much better about her own.

  She told herself it was cathartic to stare, that she was making herself feel better. Uh huh.

  They walked back to where their towels were under some spindly trees that provided some form of shade.

  “Suck me.”

  Eliza looked around her. Other than the man playing with himself everyone seemed to be keeping their hands to themselves. “Here?”

  “No, here.” Tobias pointed to his erect dick.

  She wanted to. Sucking dick was a most enjoyable task. It gave her an incomparable feeling of power. “What if…”

  “Someone sees?” Tobias responded, his voice knowing. “Who cares? This is about our pleasure.” He dropped to his knees and lay spread out on the towel. “Now suck me. I know you want to.”

  Yes she did. Eliza liked seeing her man lose control. My man? She gave herself a brief mental shake. Get a grip, woman. “Everything okay, baby?”

  “Oh yeah, just thinking about gripping.” Eliza dropped down beside him, straddling his legs and leaning down over his dick.

  “Grip me tight, baby.”

  Eliza grabbed hold of his shaft. She loved the feel of a hard dick. There was power there, although fleeting, that made her feel alive and in charge of what was happening to her. She dropped her head down and started sucking. When she heard him growl in pleasure, she smiled.

  There was something so hot about making a man come.

  “I want to taste you this time.” She wanted to suck his essence down and remember that when she was back home. Back home. Where the hell am I going to find another Tobias? More groans from Tobias made her come back to reality. Focus. Pleasure first. Whining could be done on the plane back home. She set to her task in earnest. Eliza lapped and sucked, her tongue sliding down to his balls where she sucked one then another inside her mouth. Going down on Tobias was a feast.

  “Get up, baby.”

  “What?” Eliza mumbled as her mouth was pushed off his dick. “But I haven’t finished.”

  Tobias laughed. “I want to lick your cunt. Sit on my face.”

  “Won’t that hurt?” She was no lightweight and, as much as sh
e wanted his mouth eating her pussy, she wanted him alive and not suffocated under her.

  Tobias laughed. “No, trust me. Stand up and then move around to lie down on top of me so your pussy is over my mouth. And no, who cares if anyone sees. This is about us. No one else.”

  Eliza did as he asked. Her mouth at his dick. His mouth between her legs already licking her.

  “Ooooh, that feels so good.”

  “Now enjoy your lunch while I enjoy mine.”

  She squirmed over his body as wave after wave of pleasure gripped her. What Tobias could do with his tongue was amazing.

  In turn, Eliza fisted his dick and sucked the length of it inside her. His hips bucked under her.

  “I’m going to come.” Tobias’ voice was hoarse.

  “So come.” She wanted to taste him.

  “Are you sure, baby? You can spit it out.”

  “Oh hell no. I want you inside me in every way possible.” She giggled as he shoved his tongue inside her cunt and begun to thrust. “Suck my clit.”

  “I give the orders remember?”

  “I beg you, please suck my clit.”

  “Even though we’re in public and someone will see you?”

  “Yes. Now shut up and let’s suck. I need to come.” His laughter made her smile as once more her mouth descended on his dick. Having never swallowed cum she was unsure how she would like it. But there was no need to worry. The taste, while bitter and musky, was not unpleasant. She sucked down every drop.

  “Stop—you’re killing me.” He groaned in ecstasy.

  Eliza moved so she was squatting over his face. She saw someone stop and watch briefly.

  Well, it wasn’t something you saw everyday. Let ‘em watch her fun. She ground her cunt up and down in a rhythm designed to make her come.

  “Oh Tobias,” Eliza yelled as the most exquisite sensation tore through her body. She shuddered over him, her legs weak. Fearing she would fall, she lifted one then the other leg and then scooted down beside him. Their lips met and the combined taste of their bodies was shared between them.

  “I love being with you, baby.” Tobias hugged her close.

  “And I love you.” Damn. That wasn’t supposed to come out like that. Eliza knew by the shocked look on his face that she had said the absolutely wrong thing. As they lay there close together, she wondered how she was going to fix it. But then how did one go back from the realization of loving someone to just sex? And do I want to?

  Chapter Six

  “He checked out, honey.” Doris told her when Eliza approached reception.

  “Of course he did,” Eliza muttered out loud. She had done the one thing she should never have done. Sex was fine. Dirty was excellent. But love? Oh no. That was bad.

  Doris looked concerned. “You okay?”

  “Oh yeah. I’m fine. Not. Really what did I expect? Him to say I love you back? Marry me? It was dirty sex they had indulged in. There was no forever in that. She had allowed him and others the use of her body and she had enjoyed it. She didn’t regret that. But why would he want any more than that? She had been available and willing. He liked that. He got her body and she got her fantasy fulfilled. End of story.

  “Men suck,” Doris said reaching out a beautifully manicured, albeit masculine, hand.

  Eliza smiled. She was about to point out to Doris that she was actually a man but decided against it. If Doris was happy as she was, who was Eliza to want to burst that bubble? “I knew what I was doing.”

  “Yeah, but it still hurts when it’s over.”

  “Yep, it does.” It felt like a piece of her was missing and that was crazy as Tobias was not a part of her life. He was part of an entertainment package she had enjoyed while at the hotel. To pay for it she had to suffer a little pain. Anyway, who was dumb enough to think they could fall in love over a dirty weekend? Only you, Eliza.

  “What now?”

  “Well, I have a three month visa but I’m thinking I’ll go back home to Australia.” There was no point mooning around Resort City. Tobias had gone and she had done what she had set out to achieve.

  A very familiar voice came up behind her. “No you won’t, baby.”

  Eliza spun around to see Tobias. She was thrilled, stunned and bordering on crying and throwing herself into his arms. He didn’t leave me.

  “What are you doing here?”

  “Coming to get you.”

  Yay. I love you. Kiss me. Oh, calm down, woman. “Why?” Who cares? He’s here you numbskull.

  “Why do you think?”

  “I have no idea.” Please tell me so I don’t completely jump to the wrong conclusion.

  Tobias took her hands. “I’ll admit that love thing threw me there for awhile.”

  “Yeah, I’m sorry about —”

  “Hush. Let me explain. I’m no saint. I wanted to fuck you and I was intrigued at how much you wanted to be taken. The idea of helping you discover more appealed to me. I loved watching your reaction to each cock and thrust. It was novel and new and it made me feel less jaded about stuff.”

  Eliza smiled at the thought. “So you felt altruistic and benevolent?” That was both funny and weird.

  “Not quite. I wanted to fuck you senseless and get my rocks off but during all that the delight in your eyes made me realize that it was going to be very hard to walk away from you.” Tobias’s eyes locked with hers. “Some people have a habit of getting under your skin straight away.”

  “Me?”

  “Yeah you, baby.”

  “But you did walk away, Tobias. You checked out.” Doris nodded. She was hanging on every word that was being said.

  “Yeah, but that was only to get my car re-fueled ready to hit the road back to Denver.”

  Ah, of course he’d be going home. The man had a life.

  “Oh, so you’re going back to work and your normal life?”

  “Yes, but not quite so normal as it was.”

  Yeah, my life will never be the same again and that was a good thing. That was the reason she travelled to the US. To change my life. I didn’t plan on Tobias though.

  “I’m going to head back to Australia.” Probably moon over you. Eat too much chocolate and wonder what the hell I ever saw in Damien after being with you.

  “No you’re not, baby.”

  “Huh?” Eliza looked at Doris. The blond trannie looked excited. What am I missing here?

  “You’re coming with me to Denver. I have a massive carton of condoms and a need to fuck you senseless at every stop along the way.”

  There is a God. “Really?”

  “Oh yeah.” Tobias pulled her into his arms, his hands on her ass. “We need to be together to work out whatever this thing is between us. It’s more than lust and I want to be with you.”

  Doris was teary-eyed. “That’s so beautiful.” She swiped away a tear, dragging mascara along under her eye.

  “I also want you to try any man who interests you because I know you need to do that.”

  Eliza was agog. I’m going to Denver with Tobias. She reached over and snagged a tissue from Doris’ desk. “I don’t want anyone else to play with if I have you.” Her hand dropped down to his groin and massaged it.

  Tobias groaned. “Oh, you shouldn’t have done that.”

  “Why not?” She toyed with the bulge in his jeans.

  “My plan was to collect you and your things and hit the road. Now I’m going to have to fuck you very hard right now.”

  “Mercy!” Doris moved from behind the desk. “The back room’s free. Can I watch? I love a good romance.”

  Tobias pulled on Eliza’s hand and moved them to it. Eliza laughed with excitement. A man she had just met wanted more of her time. The idea thrilled her. Oh yeah sure, maybe nothing more than a road trip to Denver would come out of it. Maybe they would part as dear friends. Maybe they would never see each other again. But maybe, just maybe, something more would come from it. When she looked in Tobias’ eyes she saw a future she never imagined could exis
t for her.

  “Yeah, you can watch.”

  Tobias looked at Doris. “But no touching.”

  Doris sniffed. “Spoilsport.” She raced back to the desk to put the closed sign out.

  “I need to be inside you, baby.”

  “And I’m burning up for you.” They had barely been apart yet the need between them was too great for even a short break.

  They went into the back room. The pool cleaner was there on his break.

  “Manny, what are you doing here?” Doris looked at him with interest.

  As lustful as she was, Eliza noted a similar gleam in Manny’s eyes. Interesting.

  “I’m on a break.”

  “Ignore them,” Tobias commanded as he began pulling at Eliza’s clothes. “I need you naked.”

  “Yes please.” She started tearing at his. She needed his hot flesh against hers.

  Doris leaned against a wall and looked at Manny. “I’m just here to watch.”

  “You don’t want to join in?” Manny stood up and moved towards her.

  “I’m a man.”

  Manny nodded. “I know.”

  “Really, Manny?” Doris was agog and interested.

  “Oh yeah.” He crooked his finger at her. “Get over here, Doris.”

  “Oooh…” Doris fell into his arms.

  Meanwhile, a very naked Tobias bent an equally naked Eliza over a chair. “Damn, I need a condom.” He hurried back to his jeans and scrabbled through his pockets until he found one.

  Tobias turned and looked at her waiting ass. “Beautiful.”

  Eliza giggled. “This is like a dream where everything is the reverse of what it should be. Bad is good and good is bad.”

  “No, it’s not.” Tobias slapped her ass. “This is our reality and I love it.”

  So did Eliza. “Please fuck me hard, Tobias.”

  “Oh yeah.” He moved in behind her and in one long thrust his dick was buried deep in her cunt and he had two fingers in her ass.

  “Oh-h-h-h, I love your dick.” If she took nothing else back as a souvenir, Eliza wanted to remember the heat of him buried deep within her.